Since William left I have been mourning his absence. I am ashamed to admit that I have spent all my time in my room, eating what is available in the kitchen without cooking, and listening to the self-sufficient Thomas doing his chores.
But this morning I woke feeling different. The room seemed brighter and the day seems full of possibilities. My mind is clear and I am feeling a little adventurous. I have the entire house to myself, the freedom to do with it as I like, and the energy to do so.
The human spirit is an amazing thing! We keep striving and coping with life’s troubles whether we like it or not. I trust these same qualities to bring my William back to me.
I believe I will celebrate this rejuvenated spirit with a heavy breakfast. Perhaps some eggs, salt pork, and biscuits and invite Thomas to share my meal. Then, just maybe, I can convince him to help me locate everything I need to start cleaning. I think we will start with the entry hall today. It has a beautiful rug which, once cleaned, will be even more spectacular. It also has rich warm wood paneling and two small tables with matching vases.
I can picture this house as being very welcoming and bright. It has been shut up for so long – a place like this deserves to be treated better than it has. I wish it were spring - that would make cleaning much easier!
Anyway, off to start! As the bible says, “She watches over the affairs of her household and does not eat the bread of idleness.”
It’s going to be a wonderful day.
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